bad things sharing, hahaa.. My MUA came late, my makeup was kinda terrible, she is not a very good one and they also told me they didn't ask me to take the expensive one obviously they know she is not that good. THE "they" shiku pictures. The only photographer at Shiku is boonwei, easy going and we really thought he is good and skillful until the date we collected our photos, the editting part is too much that I really look horrible. the worst part is that, I can hardly see my parents in the album, how upset i was, frankly, we have our rom(was thinking of cancelling)cause my dad was diagnosed with stage 3b nsclc, although he is like healthy man now but prognosis is 1.5 years, we never know when his condition is deteriorating. we decided to go ahead with the rom as he may be looking forward it, well, he was la, now keep asking when is the actual day. where to have dinner, contact my relatives already or not, he so worried if all my relatives from overseas(Japan,Bangkok,Sydney,Germany,London,Msia.) can't attend, he wants another dinner to be hold in M'sia, Perak.
As our rom was outdoor, chairs and covers not display on that morning and ended up my freelancer florist set up the place and also grumble to me on that day, overcharged me and now dare not meet me.(her vase still with me). My BIL took over our camera and used it as a mirror(caught on camera) and never even bother to take photos for us. likewise, my siblings all just "come and eat". I got no helpers at all on that day(i thought they could help me), the worst part is still, my MIL wore slipper on our big day.
So now, I really learn my lesson, never expect others to help you and don't ever believe even my own sister. I still remember(call me petty)on my sis AD, me and my hubby helped a lot and my BIL said," I'll definately help you guys on your day" *puke*
Now, I don't talk to them much, I don't know, I just can't forget what they did to me on my day. My eldest sis always bring camera along with her and on our day, they didn't. I wrote her mail to vent my anger by telling her how much she hurt me and how disappointed I was, ended up I got something like " you ruined up your own day by not organising well, you should check with the caterer, not me" when I mentioned we helped her a lot, she said,"because I asked you to help."
My second sis called the onco consultant(that dr is my friend, as I said I used to work with them at onco ward)and asked questions without telling me and when the doc asked me(i always go with my dad on TCU date, I am the only one that do this since he was diagnosed and I have 3 siblings in total)I felt so embarrassed. I don't understand why. I was furious and scolded my mum who kept this from me too.
Now I just know I have my husband, this is the only thing I care. I told them I'll wash my hand if they wanna take over my father's medical problem. AM I too much? when come to think of all this, I find myself pathetic, why a happy family with full of supports becomes shattered inside. Today is my birthday and guess what, my husband is the only one that said happy birthday. I should stop here, don't wanna tear on my bday.