jaycomposer, yes. I never want to experience this ever....E V E R again! Time will tell what a person I will be and what god plans for me. I have to tell myself everyday (sorry to repeat it again and again but just have to preach to myself), "To Err Is Human, To Forgive...Divine, To Let Go, You Are Almost Perfect".
I force myself day to day to keep calm. I am slowly managing my emotions though at times it still goes down south. I am human afterall, man and woman aside, ego aside, pride aside and dignity aside. Time to take baby steps and let the fundermentals cure the wounds if you get what I am saying.
You have done well, everyone manage situation differently. So long as they don't hurt themselves or go into a destructive mode, think properly and don't regret. Always remember what done is done, pointless to keep thinking over spilled milk.
Now, how you want to look at life? The cup is half empty or half full. We, being broken hearted is looking at the perspective of half empty. Make the right choices and slowly, you see that you cup is half full and waiting to be filled up again. That said, same goes to my heart... Still sad, but that's how it is meant to be.
P/s: No worries, you can always post here.