Hi Blusher
Hope u r feeling much better today..
better take care of yourself and drink more water
As to why im feeling so depressed…Blusher, my FH didn’t bully me more like my co-workers giving me so much stress and pressure till I just broke down in tears…I know it’s very silly to be getting upset over such things but some how I just find all these wedding things getting too much for me to handle with them asking so much and comparing so much…
Maybe I feel u ladies here will understand how I feel better, having a younger FH, I try not to be so demanding and be more understanding to his feelings, I know he feels that he is not providing me the best of everything as compared to my fren’s FH and of course as a girl, I would loved to be showered with gifts and be proposed with big diamond rings but I also can’t deny the fact that we have to thing about other issues such as paying for our flat cost , wedding cost, etc and I know my FH is working hard and saving hard but the thing that got me totally upset…my co-worker FH bought her a 0.46 diamond ring and proposed to her sometime ago and eversince then they have being asking me when will it be my turn, and they will tell me, what I should ask my FH for, what size should I ask for, I told them to me, it’s doesn’t really matter how big is the diamond, it’s the way he proposed and the efforts he puts in and I can see my FH putting in so much efforts, checking out all the different kinds of loose diamonds, checking out what kind of designs I like etc but my co-workers just won’t stop comparing, when I said im happy with just a 0.3 diamond or even one without, they told me, 0.3 is very small…it’s really very small…can’t see anything…
I know it’s really silly but I can’t help feeling the pressure they were giving me and I dun want to tell my FH about it cos it will only give him more pressure.
Anyway, this is the reason why im so d