I am having same problem. I don't know how long I can put on a brave front and pretend that my life is perfect. The more I hide my vulnerabilities, the more I hurt myself. I rather pour my sorrows to strangers than to tell my family because I don't want them to worry about me, especially my beloved mother. She has too many problems on hand and I don't want to add on to her problems.
To all å—ä¼¤ woman, let's be strong. It's ok to upset for a while but pls move on. At least I told myself I have to be strong enough for my kids. Should not sit there and brood over and over. He does not deserve my tears. I do not rely much on him nowadays except taking care kids. I know what I need to do now. When time is ripe, I believe my decision is there. åŠ æ²¹ all gf.