Troublegal20246
New Member
Hello everyone, lately I feel so ashamed of myself. I’ve been together with my husband for a decade and married to him for 6 years and we’ve had one girl turning 3 next year. To be honest, our sex life is almost dead and I feel 0 desire for him and we have slept separately since June 2024. Earlier this year one of my colleague pursued me and I must admit that after few months of getting to know him, I have fallen for him. I was NOT in an open relationship with my husband and I did all this behind his back. I do like this guy a lot but I also kept reminding myself that I’m married and I should keep my distance from him. I did ask the guy if he was serious in me even tho I’m married and he said that he is serious in me and he wish to stay with me. We also hang out a few times in office and we drank together as well, I got a little drunk and he started hugging and kissing me. I couldn’t refuse him so I kissed him back and when I reached home, all I could think about was how soft his lips were and I wanted more. The last time we hang out at his place and we almost had sex because I drank whisky. I feel horrible as a woman but also at the same time I cannot deny the physical and emotional attraction I felt for him was real. I know this will not end well. Please advise how I can move on from him.