hi alhana,
i dunno whether im interested in my job actually... but i know im forever complaining abt my job. initially, i thot its the work or the co im in. but now i think the problems might be me... i believe that if i really like what im doing, no matter how bad the co is, i should be able to handle.
actually, i can say that i enjoy what im doing.... im in the acctg line. i dun mind the routine and mundane work... i have no problems meeting the deadlines. what i cant stand is ppl making trouble for me or throwing things that should not be done for me... but i always very soft-hearted and let things pass without making any noise. as things accumulate, i will explode soon or later.
such politics exist everywhere in all sorts of ways... even in my current co, i can handle what i do but there are ppl who dun handover duties properly to me and get me into trouble. i dun want to confront ppl... im not here to compete with anyone... so i just let it pass.... maybe ppl just want to appear more capable than me. i just want to get things done and have peaceful life.
btw, after the so-called blur guy left, they recruited a few ppl and everyone left shortly. actually, i am willing to go back to handover duties and i even typed nicely my duties... so there should be no problems taking over my duties... anyway, all these shows that the job really sucks.
actually, they did call me up and offer me to rejoin them but i dunno whether i should take it. i rejected them twice already. they offered me quite a good package and promised to settled those political issues and give me all the help i need. there is a risk that i may be retrenched in my current co so i ever considered going back. but now the sars thingy are under control and biz is picking up, i hope i will not ganna axed...
im worried that going back may make me regret... those might all be empty promises. anyway, they have recruited a new person... if this person leaves again, they will call me up again. i have mixed feelings... sometimes, i hope they will not harassed me again, sometimes, i hope i can go back again... weird rite??