Just to vent my frustration ok...dont flame me okok...but feel free to shoot cos i wanna be like that xia xue..blog myself ahhahahaha no la joking only..limpeh angmo not so good like hers.
Tooth Extraction is such a big time experience that i managed to go thru 喜怒哀ä¹. Happy is finally i got this 2 years of torment outta my life~! YES, Angry is becos it tormented me for 2 yrs, Sad is becos my pocket got burned, my mouth full of ulcers that i cant really enjoy my fav drinks and food for 1 week...hahaha
Think about of this, it reminds me of my wife...if she is around she will definately tease me like hell. Ya sure i miss her so much ever since she packed and left me on the 29 of June 2007. Sometimes i really admired those chatters who could handle their separations and divorce in such a calm manners. I hardly shared my own story online becos i seen worse, it makes me realized that i am not alone. Is no point crying over a spilled milk someone will tell me but i cant help to think of those good days that we spend together....even having thoughts of reconcilation even i am reading over my WRIT of divorce papers over and over again...
Personally i spoken to some of you people here and known some of u in person...people like Dolly, Dragon, Heart, Mayi, Green, Sylphide, MrsLynn, Believer, and also those who have not meet like skylar jie (this one i die die wan to meet cos she always want to chop of my left hand!), cheerio aka our 春长, ah siao, cuclainne, gallie aka galic mei, small liap aka Xiaoli...those i didnt mentioned, paiseh i owe u 1 x milo pengz....everyone here has their personal problem to headache with and yet they still offer to help one another out...i really dunno what to say. i would like to thank them for their unselfishness and helpfulness no matter what but i cant repay you guys at this stage of mine but doesnt mean i will avoid seeing u all...(which i have thought about it, feels bad ma) I am not someone who can reveal my inner most feeling cos i feel that somehow there are always someone who are having more tragic experience than me...that makes me insignificant to be mentioned.
So i plucked up my courage and did something stupid...i called my wife house and wanna to talk to her
Telephone rings...druu druu druu and finally a familiar voice picked it the call..
Me : hello...mei, is me...i wanna...
My wife : u wait...(she shouted at the background...Maaaaaaa looking for you...)
Me : *i was thinking...smlj i am looking for u not your mother*
MIL : Ya meng u looking for me izzit?????
Me : Erm...ya hows Ryan???
MIL : Wah he climb up climb down blah blah blah (3 mins nonstop)
Me : okok...i will pick him the same time on friday nite bye....sleep early *krup*
5 mins later my handphone rings....my MIL house number appears!!! chance!!!!
Me : Arlo!!! *expecting my wife to call even if she scold me i also gian song ar wakakakakaka*
MIL : Wa Meng why u so excited? (in cantonese)
Me : oh...(sian jit pwa) ya meh si?
MIL : your wife wants you to stop calling her....ok bye *krup....du du du.....*
*PiPoom....suddenly got dark cloud over my head and flash lightning* (movie always like this ma)
So Mayi mei mei...u know why uncle meng never scold u after u told me the truth that night in msn? cos i also like that....hoping my wife will come back to me one day...maybe there wont be such day, but i chose to wait...since chose liaoz cannot kpkb anymore...man ma.
My parents always said man is the head of the family, must slave for the family and wife no matter what he encounter outside also must loon! If not outsiders wont respect you, dont even have to talk about respect from wife...hahaha. Somehow i think i failed my parents in alot of ways. . . say too much waiting to let ppl shoot nia hahaha but nevermind la. My skin is Ox skin, very thick...hard to penetrate. My wife always said...i scold u, will u die anot???
ok finish my uncle blog liaoz...end of story with no pictures attached.