hi alhana,
haha... yah, i does a lot of reports. in fact, i never see a co that requires so many reports. simple simple thing also must write a report. and some reports are actually quite similar.
actually, i like this job becos i have a colleague who is very patient in guiding me and even if i make mistakes, she will laugh it off or just tease me a bit. unlike my boss who will scold me very badly. she is also very willing to help me check my reports although she is not in charge of it at all. sometimes, i even got her into trouble becos boss will question her abt the report if she knew she has reviewed it.
i have never met a person so kind and helpful like her. there are also a few other colleagues like her. to them, this is their retirement job and they dun have the ambition to climb any higher. so they dun treat me as a threat like what my peers will.
yesterday, i spoke to an ex-colleague... she was retrenched few weeks ago... she said that she was not in the good books of my bosses becos she made a mistake few years ago that made my bosses being criticised... since then, she was given the cold shoulder by my bosses. other than work-related stuff, they will ignore her totally.... this is happening to me now...
she told me to be careful... becos she was subsequently transferred to another division and eventually retrenched. she said that it might be a scheme so if i realised that im transferred away, its time to be careful. she also advised me to look out for opportunities.
i dunno whether my ex-colleague was angry abt being retrenched so she is advising ppl to leave or she is being sensitive abt my bosses' attitude. but what she encountered may really happen to me.
maybe im too tired of looking for a job... competing with thousands out there is that last thing that i want to do at the moment. maybe my expectations are really low, so even though my bosses dun like me, i still feel ok since i am ok with my work and my colleagues are quite ok too.
my hubby said that i ought to look around. for all i know, i may be in a bad situation and im doing myself a great deservice by convincing myself that my job is ok and things are still bearable. maybe im worried that i may appear as a job hopper in my resume and ppl wun give a second thot abt me. i ever told myself that i should stay 3 years in my current job so that ppl will not regard me as job hopper.
sigh.... im very confused now.... on one hand im worried that i will be in "cold storage" of my bosses, on the other hand i just want status quo and stay here while i can.... weird rite? sigh....
19.5 days are my entitlement for the remaining year.... i have 20 days for one year but there are also off-days that my bosses will give if we work hard on a project.
Some of my colleagues will get their hair n make-up done professionally...others even go for pedicure n manicure! Its really formal...alot of big bosses from different co/industries will be in attendance. 
