i was almost court-martialed and thrown to DB in the army if not for the intervention of someone i am indebted to... being the only NSF-officer in that particular unit... i was made to write countless reports and restructure the unit, of cos my name eventually removed form the hard work. then given 6-7 appointments, only to realise that i had to account for histroical losses and screw-ups... the same reason that i was supposed to be liable for. the pple who vacated the posts screwed up, not me. but regulars had to protect their job... thus i got the appointments. i did more duty than the regulars, did alot of things more than most. the direct superior and HR actually played these games with me and tried to make me scapegoat. they were trying to Destroy My Future at 22 to protect Theirs. anyway any car that was more expensive than the HR could not park in the compound. had to park outside and walk in.
the thing that saved me was even more shocking... the person who helped me avoid all those charges... threatened to spill the beans on the abuse of power... my direct superior rented out some colonial houses for his own pocket... anyway that's my story. i climbed mountains, ran thousands of kilometres, ate worms, carried my comrades and wanted to make it my life... dis-illusion is the most appropriate term. i have more stories of conspiracies where power and rank was abused but let's leave that to history.
there's good endings and there's bad... i never believed in it again. i dun ever believe in systems where academics got u starting higher up in platforms, and not recognised calibre... recognised calibre is not thru academics, but thru character & integrity.
tat's my story... sori abit vague, dun wanna be too specific nor dig up old stuff.