hi gals,
i had a bad night. sob sob..
when i reach home yesterday, i needed to use the toilet urgently.. so i went to use the common toilet which is use by my husband... i smell cigratte smell when i was using it and ask my hubby if he smoke initially he said no.. and i do not want to doubt him.. but he later admit to me that he smoke..
my hubby used to be a smoker when he knew me.. but i told him that i dislike smokers.. so before he chase after me, he give up smoking... then he told me and i was touched.. but as time goes by during dating, he will sometime smoke when he is out socialising and also when he feel stress...
he always smoke when i am not around.. i really hate smokers and everytime i know he smoke, i will either throw my temper or ignore him...
yesterday, after he admit to me, i wanted to go out and not face him.. but he refuse to let me out.. then i took the beers in the fridge, lock myself and drink 2 bottles and got drunk...
i dunno how to put across to him that i HATE it and also it is bad for his health.. I cry before and also try to give up.. but everytime i know, i cant control the anger... sometime i wonder if i must really just let him be and give in...
really sad...
i had a bad night. sob sob..
when i reach home yesterday, i needed to use the toilet urgently.. so i went to use the common toilet which is use by my husband... i smell cigratte smell when i was using it and ask my hubby if he smoke initially he said no.. and i do not want to doubt him.. but he later admit to me that he smoke..
my hubby used to be a smoker when he knew me.. but i told him that i dislike smokers.. so before he chase after me, he give up smoking... then he told me and i was touched.. but as time goes by during dating, he will sometime smoke when he is out socialising and also when he feel stress...
he always smoke when i am not around.. i really hate smokers and everytime i know he smoke, i will either throw my temper or ignore him...
yesterday, after he admit to me, i wanted to go out and not face him.. but he refuse to let me out.. then i took the beers in the fridge, lock myself and drink 2 bottles and got drunk...
i dunno how to put across to him that i HATE it and also it is bad for his health.. I cry before and also try to give up.. but everytime i know, i cant control the anger... sometime i wonder if i must really just let him be and give in...
really sad...