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winnie, you muz persevere in Bf or latching on,
at least u had milk the first few days. i suffered from blocked mik ducts and had no milk so mi poor gal was crying. plus she had jaundice and was warded. thank gdness everything is over now. the 1st 2 wks are really tough but once u get the hang of bf, u will enjoy the process. u can use spoon to avoid nipple confusion, but not for milk coz too much to spoon in. i only use spoon to make mi gal drink water. babies very clever one, mi gal tried the bottle in hospital and she came back hm, being impatient at the breast again.
also, bf babies tend to have jaundice, when mi gal was warded, the nurses asked if i wana change to FM coz in case mi gal jaundice wont drop, but i die die let her latch on.
latching on will oso help u to bond with ur gal. for mi, pumping is very diff fr latching coz i cant get a lot when i pump out compared to bf her.