not to be rude or anything, but do u think your mum led a rather successful, happy and fulfilling life? filled with a variety of ups and downs and is gonna die with aboslutely not regrets having lived life to the fullest?
i seriously doubt so, in fact i do think it's sad, wasted, unhappy and regrettable.
i dun really wanna know where this guanyin temple comes in, but i believe in the power of the human mind, the power of the subconscious and many other proven science and theories. they basically can explain the accuracy of whatever comes, particularly if they tell u What to do. does that mean gunayin wants your mum's life to be this depressing? if so, do u really wanna devote your life to her?
seriously u can say all u want, but your life is as good as wasted if u persist in leaving everything to divine advice.
i was born into poverty and my life is expected to be tough. i didn't seek God's help for what to do... i seeked God to simply give me strength to carry on. all other applications are just me and my reading and networking.... the only divine help i looked for, is for the Human spirit to never leave me.
fortune teller said many things, from guanyin temple, tiger temple, tpk temple etc etc... i didn't like what i hear and i refused to accept my 'fate'. i set out to change them....
maybe the heavens are touched by my sincerity and efforts? i dun know, but if i know my life is gonna be fcuked, i might as well say 'fcuk u' to the fortune tellers and ask the heavens why the fcuk they put me here to be some cockroach. i DECIDED i'm gonna be a tiger, my own man, and continue to respect God.
as for u, since u believe n wanna believe. then u get so many bad lots... why do u even bother changing? u're fcuked anyway...
so u decide and u TAKE ACTION. talk is cheap... constantly saying u wanna change your life BUT doing the same fcuk thing everyday, asking the same fcuk thing everyday, hoping the same fcuk thing everyday.... is exactly why your life won't change.