i dun suggest anything. ALL decisions in life will be made by u and u'll be responsible for it. i'm just throwing u things to think abt...
DUDE, at the Olympics if everyone think like u, then Michael Phelps will be swimming alone liao... who would wanna challenge him??? just becos he is the fastest Today, does not mean the other swimmers have no chance to win. and even if they can't get the Gold, why not the silver or bronze or just for that chance to represent their country? Why not the chance to do themselves proud or beat their own personal best?
that's what life is about isn't it? it's not abt winning or getting positive results all the time... it's abt a positive mindset and How even in negative environments, u conquer your demons and come out on top. and always do good for yourself.
be strong.