hi,
instead of wondering what to do, why don't you try emailing them and tell them your situation and see if they are able to help you? i've done that before a few years ago, but unfortunately, they can't help me but they gave me very good advice. after all, they are the experts.
i guess you must be in some kind of debts that keep accumlating. i have been there before and i understand how stressful it can be.
however,i am very fortunate to have my family and a good friend to be with me all these while. i'm sure you have yours too. therefore, be brave and i am sure you will see rainbow soon.