hi guys,
finally got time to go online to read this thread.
What membership r u talking abt?
btw, someone talking abt lies vs conscience. Actually, conscience is always there to bug it. But with practise, we become better in dealing with our conscience but the guilt never ceases. E.g. in affairs, it is not uncommon that one would think nothing much of it and come up with all kinds of justifications and reasons. But with time, especially during low periods. It will crept back to haunt them. Cos, conscience has never left us. We just build our defense against it.
During times of vunerabilities, naturally, we will feel the effects of guilt. We cannot lie to ourselves and say, what's guilt? We know its there. We just pretend that it isn't.