I wonder whether most guys in this world would mind his gf having a child of another man but miscarriage before, it must be very difficult for them to accept. Will you come clean with him and risk losing him? I will not blame him if he decided to leave me, its not his fault, I am the one to be blame for what had happen. Even if he don't mind and don't express it, I know I will not be the girl he thought I am forever. I have made a mistake and its going to stick with me for life. To tell or not to tell, the thought and feeling is effecting my mood and our relationship, he sense it and asked me what is troubling me. I love him and yet whenever I think of the uncertain future, I try to avoid him so that when the inevitable come, I will not be hurt so much but I will meet him at the church every week. God is forgiving but we are only human being.God bless.