Choey,
Hmm... I am a guy, but... I know someone I love so much is already married, I SHOULD move on. I can't. I tried not to think, I can't. I myself am fighting an obsession, saved that this is not the usual situation and obsession.
The problem is, the more you appear stronger, the more you'd deny he's rooted in your heart.
You said "...he said himself, if he were to come back, he'll be ready to love me whole heartedly, not like the past when he dun wan to commit... but everything will still depend on the future..."
When I first read your posting on
Thursday, May 27, 2010 - 6:55 pm I already about know what's your main problem.
You are still unsure. You try to let him go by having him rooted in your heart... like flying kite to me. No offence huh~!!!
Just go find a better guy. See 8 guys, win Denise80 at that. LOL~ Make yourself understand men better. Know that men can be different.
Deep in your heart, he WILL not come back. If he comes back, it's either a bonus, or deep shit for you. LOL~
Let me be honest... If I love you, for fvck I'd want you to be with me forever and ever unless you are really so destructive or impossible.
Go means go. Got it?
He WILL not come back. That's what your heart should be telling you.