My bf broke up with me two months ago. The reason he gave was because he does not trust me anymore. He said he doesnt trust me for messaging his family member whenever we he blocked me from contacting him when he had disagreements or angry with me. The fact was that I panicked whenever he did the disappearing act or blocked me til I had no way to explain myself. I didnt want to lose him. First time i did it tactfully and asked his bro in law whom i knew because of one business transaction. I told him “we were aupposedly to meet somewhere but I have been waiting outside very long and cldnt reach him”. After the incident was over, i did show my bf the actual msg n he wasnt angry. But during breakup, he said it was actually serious and he didnt want to penalise me cos im his first gf. Second time was more serious when he stopped contact for a week. I fb msged his mum whom i had not met asking if i cld visit him. He said these were the ultimate reasons he absolutely wanted to breakup with me cos of loss of trust and he sweared to all the Gods that he will not let me get close to him to make any amends. He then asked me to post in forum to get views if wat I do cant be pardoned. Was I really too much?