Hi all, What is love? Here is my love story relationship > 10 years. WARNING: Is SUPER LONG STORY so do not blame if u gonna read finish the whole thing. This is a true story. Lets be share with you guys. I am Malaysian guy who born in an average single mum family with average looking. Where as she is born in an average Singapore family with average looking. Secondary School: One day a friend of mine told me that he meet a girl which is very kind and helpful in an online game which i was playing during that time. Out of curiosity and puberty age who wanted to start looking for girlfriend i somehow go approach her in the game by pm her and after chatting for a while on the same day on that night i request her to be my girlfriend in game, she say let her consider but by forcing i say i must know answer before 12a.m haha that is how she becoming my first girlfriend i ever have. Not to mention at that age of course i am her first boyfriend she ever has too. Ever since the day she becoming my girlfriend, we been playing game together. To be able to experience more as a real couple. I found a way to let us communicate by voice instead of just text. Then day by day passes we been playing different kind of online games together. Beside of gaming we also watch dramas, movies and shows together. Even when sleeping we never cut off our call. The conversation of our calls is more than 10 hours per day during our secondary school times. University: We are still together doing over the same stuff, but gaming been reduced as my result just almost fail me into university. So i starting to serious in my study as university school fee is not cheap so i could not afford to fail. After i graduated i been searching job in Singapore in order to be able to start a life with her in Singapore the future. Working in Singapore: After graduate i started working here and living here all alone for 2 years and i cant not hold myself anymore i wanna meet her in real for just once but she somehow rejected me but i really wanna to move on with her but she still with her study, but i wait too long years by years over 10 year. End up i becoming a jerk requesting break up and i go into flirting online with stranger girls online in order to set up my mind i am going to give up on her and she hurt and went missing for a year. Where as me been flirting with strangers girls online during that 1 year. After almost a year i starting to missing her, flirting does not help me from forgetting her even though it is excited. I been try searching for one which could been better companion other than her but result is none. But do you guys believe in god & ghost? Myself not superstition but i do believe. Last year i go to bugis temple during praying i just wish her still fine and healthy and you know what happen? The nest day i receive a unknown call in a silent way, when i answer it by Hello? Hello? She could not recognize my voice lol and the call cut off? But in my heart i know is her, as i dont social much since me in relationship with her i dont keep in touch with girl and somehow become our habits. Then next day when she call again, immediately i answer and say Dear? Dear? She: How you been? How u know is me? Me: I know because you the only one i would wanna to keep in touch. She: She cried so hard, and my heart breaking hurt. And some how we get back together, and our relationship continue again currently been together 10 years, break of 1 year, and batch back 1 year. Problem why i break off during that time: 1. Hiding relationship Here come the problem. Which i been constantly wanna give up this relationship. Due to her strict parent we are somehow undergoing underground relationship which can be reveal. So far during this relationship i only see her real self as photo. 2. Never see her real in person Due to her respect toward family, we been putting our relationship on hold. Moreover i never see her in webcam too. Sometime i doubt about her real identity but i trust her photo is truly her. 3. Smartphone During smartphone era, how could she does not have 1 to keep in touch with me? Ever i offer to buy her one. Problem currently facing Trust between her, she afraid i am still flirting. Where as i afraid one day she would leave me as i just earning average income not yet afford to build family yet. I somehow still feel guilty as what i had done before and i very into horny sex stuff. But ever since we been together again i did really control my self well and never once cheat her. Before you guys wanna judge between us please be fair. About me: No smoke habit , No clubbing, No drinking and still virgin. About her: Not gold digger never ever once request monetary from me out of the 10 years relationship, even i offer gift toward her. Never look down on me As i come from a poor family, she never ever make me feel i am not suit her. Never admire any guy or idol Make me feel i am the best man for her, she always admire me as her man.