Scope and kent,
you are maybe :
1 ) come from a broken family, lack of love and attention. that's why what you do is to seek approval of others and purpose of your own.
2 ) when you are kids , you likely to bully other to show you are more superior than the other. and, you did not do good at school.
3 ) you have too much resources or none at all, either way, you try to seek your own meaning in life that you find it very boring to live in your current life, another words, you got nothing to live for.
4 ) maybe you need to make more friends in REAL life instead of just dealing with words and respond from your screen. I can tell you are a loner, but not lonely.
5 ) at night i can tell you always imagine the world you want to live with, something out of ordinary. being a loner hero or lone wolf to save the world.
6 ) you never finish whatever you start it, most of time the half way through only. because you find it very boring easily. no more exciting, your attention will move away to others things very quickly.
7 ) and you are not that old I guess below 25.
you can tell a lot from the the sentences structure of the post.
just my analysis, no offense.
