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i betrayed my hubby ...
i got to know another guy about a year . there was actually nothing going wrong between me and hubby .. but this guy (who also has a gf) was on very very good talking terms with me ...
we went out together very often .. and slowly.. i found myself falling in love with him ... i tot i was just lonely (because bf is not in town often ) but what was more surprising is that this guy also expressed his feelings for me ... we got real close together ...
However, everytime when my bf is back in town, i will spend time and cherish my hubby very very much ... and i will cry everytime he leaves again ...
very torn .. i know its not possible for me with that guy .. however, i cant seems to be able to leave him .. even after trying so many many times..
please advise ..
i really hate myself ... i feel like such a person like me shouldnt exist at all !!! i feel so guilty everytime i look my bf in the eyes. ...
please help
i got to know another guy about a year . there was actually nothing going wrong between me and hubby .. but this guy (who also has a gf) was on very very good talking terms with me ...
we went out together very often .. and slowly.. i found myself falling in love with him ... i tot i was just lonely (because bf is not in town often ) but what was more surprising is that this guy also expressed his feelings for me ... we got real close together ...
However, everytime when my bf is back in town, i will spend time and cherish my hubby very very much ... and i will cry everytime he leaves again ...
very torn .. i know its not possible for me with that guy .. however, i cant seems to be able to leave him .. even after trying so many many times..
please advise ..
i really hate myself ... i feel like such a person like me shouldnt exist at all !!! i feel so guilty everytime i look my bf in the eyes. ...
please help