It has been one year since my divorce. Reason for divorce was because ex husband had affair. Very very sad and angry bitterness in my heart. I have two young kids. Of course the pain is better then just discovering the affair. But there are still times where the bitterness and sadness creeps in my heart. I would find tears rolling down. It seems like a never ending cycle. I love him with all my heart and now it feels like a thousand daggers in my heart. Sometimes I find myself weeping. How can I get through this?