Me and my ex breakoff one year back, we both not able to get over and we met up a few times but ended up no where after each meet up. During this one year, i realise I really dont understand whats in his mind, each time after meet up, he seems like vanish into the air and not responsing to my sms. This keep me wonder why..I remember my last sms to him is " I dont understand what in your mind and I just wonder why you vanish into air after each meet up?" and i also sms him not to contact me anymore.
Few months later, we happen to meet and thing happen after that.. i got to know this one year, he family has been trying to patch him back with his ex and he even went on holiday wif her. He told me nothing happen bet them and I trusted him. He told me I am the one in his heart but he cannot be with me cause of his family presure.
Many things happent during past few months, he keep coming back saying want to be with me but after few days change his mind and reason is he cannot overcome the pressure from his family and he dont want to make them sad but dont he feel bad to keep making me sad?
I was very very sad to know all the details and I slim down by 6-7kgs.
I was very disappointed with him and i stop contacting him but abt 2 months later, he sms me saying he is feeling down cos of work etc and hope can meet up with me to talk.. again, I went but condition is only talk abt work issue. After this knowing he is feeling down, we keep contact almost everyday but I wonder am I doing thing to hurt myself again??
I know I am stupid for being so soft-hearted but its the feeling the still holding me back.
I am lost and wonder why i keep giving him chance? WHy cant I just let go of this relationship?
Few months later, we happen to meet and thing happen after that.. i got to know this one year, he family has been trying to patch him back with his ex and he even went on holiday wif her. He told me nothing happen bet them and I trusted him. He told me I am the one in his heart but he cannot be with me cause of his family presure.
Many things happent during past few months, he keep coming back saying want to be with me but after few days change his mind and reason is he cannot overcome the pressure from his family and he dont want to make them sad but dont he feel bad to keep making me sad?
I was very very sad to know all the details and I slim down by 6-7kgs.
I was very disappointed with him and i stop contacting him but abt 2 months later, he sms me saying he is feeling down cos of work etc and hope can meet up with me to talk.. again, I went but condition is only talk abt work issue. After this knowing he is feeling down, we keep contact almost everyday but I wonder am I doing thing to hurt myself again??
I know I am stupid for being so soft-hearted but its the feeling the still holding me back.
I am lost and wonder why i keep giving him chance? WHy cant I just let go of this relationship?