just a week ago, we got into a huge arguement. he said he want divorce and he doesn't love me. my heart shattered and i cried like hell. later that night, he came to check on me. he worried that i will do something silly. i was sitting on the bed, starting at the window. my mind was blank, my heart felt weak. he ask me if i'm okay?! how can i be okay after those hurtful things he say to me. the very next day, he act like nothing happened and we start talking like usual. this wasn't the 1st time such situation happened! i don't understand how can he say the word divorce so easily?? i will never do that! what really maddening is that he can act like nothing happened and get me talk to him without him apologising. i feel so manipulated! i really love him and i want to know if he still loves me but i doubt i can believe him even if he says he does. i'm so lost, so empty.