Dear Skycloud, sorry to hear abt your plight, I'm glad that you think abt getting your youth back. This is something I hear from positive people. You're right that by looking good, and feeling good, you will be more confident and better handle situation. I like your spirit!
You can call my beauty consultant, Oji for an instant rejuvenating look in just one treatment. I really like her treatment and the best part, she goes to your place, very convenient...if you want her number, do pm me.
I also get back my confidence after pampering myself with this great anti aging skincare and spa, Oji recommends...I actually was in my 4th day of using those prodts and I went for a job interview and have never felt confidence before..I got that job! Go ask her professional advice, you won't regret