baby_lonblue
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me n my bf has been together for 7 years... although most of which is LDR. We are close emotionally n connect v well such as we chat abt anything under the sun and we chat almost everyday so the feeling is close and we are so comfortable with other..b4 today, i always tot i had a gd relationship n we are close emotionally although distance separate us due to work
today i know that eventually is all about acting skills n man are just so gifted at it..
I paid him a surprise visit at his home country today and while i was sitting at a bench underneath his apartment, he walked home holding waist to waist with another gal walk right past me..they didnt c me and i didnt know why either, but my initial reaction is to quickly turn my back and avoid let him c me and this i deeply regret now.
i was just sitting there dazed picturing what should i do next with all my luggage with me.. where m i going to stay tonight ?
i didnt talk to him last 3 days as i wanna disappear n appear at his place to surprise him.
he sms me morning 1030am ask what happen to me m i ok? at 1.15PM, he sms me again say he didnt understand why i didnt wana call him back
at 2PM, i saw him walk past me right b4 my eyes with a gal next to him.can u believe that ?
i know he today not working which is why i choose to fly there today.
i was in a daze and sat there. at 4pm, he came out from his condo access door n saw me sit there. i stand up n wave at him (my initial reaction)
..guess what? he turn his head and quickly reverse n go back inside the access door which i cant go in. also w my luggage, i cant chase him that fast... i know he will leave from the other exit door which is some distance away so i didnt go theree cos still in a daze.....
i sms him say i saw everything, even describe the gal outfit, he reply back " i have no gf and i m not lying. I m going away to china now and will not come home n u can wait all you want,
of cos the china trip is a liar so obvious. i didnt have a place to stay as all hotels fully booked. i was desperate n call my fren in sg n she happen to have a classmate here that can house me in.
She is so kind soul. even without knowing or seeing me b4, she was glad to help n assure that i can stay as long as i want to... even a stranger can treat u better than my 7 yrs bf who is not concerned at all what will happen to me. he sms me say he know i will have some place to stay with $$ n worst, just stay at the airport n catch the mornin flight home.......
i dunno if i should just leave for home asap or still should i go his stay place to try hunt him down cos i feel alot of bu gan yuan there if i leave and the reln just end like that making it so easy for him to ask me leave...
what should i do ??
today i know that eventually is all about acting skills n man are just so gifted at it..
I paid him a surprise visit at his home country today and while i was sitting at a bench underneath his apartment, he walked home holding waist to waist with another gal walk right past me..they didnt c me and i didnt know why either, but my initial reaction is to quickly turn my back and avoid let him c me and this i deeply regret now.
i was just sitting there dazed picturing what should i do next with all my luggage with me.. where m i going to stay tonight ?
i didnt talk to him last 3 days as i wanna disappear n appear at his place to surprise him.
he sms me morning 1030am ask what happen to me m i ok? at 1.15PM, he sms me again say he didnt understand why i didnt wana call him back
at 2PM, i saw him walk past me right b4 my eyes with a gal next to him.can u believe that ?
i know he today not working which is why i choose to fly there today.
i was in a daze and sat there. at 4pm, he came out from his condo access door n saw me sit there. i stand up n wave at him (my initial reaction)
..guess what? he turn his head and quickly reverse n go back inside the access door which i cant go in. also w my luggage, i cant chase him that fast... i know he will leave from the other exit door which is some distance away so i didnt go theree cos still in a daze.....
i sms him say i saw everything, even describe the gal outfit, he reply back " i have no gf and i m not lying. I m going away to china now and will not come home n u can wait all you want,
of cos the china trip is a liar so obvious. i didnt have a place to stay as all hotels fully booked. i was desperate n call my fren in sg n she happen to have a classmate here that can house me in.
She is so kind soul. even without knowing or seeing me b4, she was glad to help n assure that i can stay as long as i want to... even a stranger can treat u better than my 7 yrs bf who is not concerned at all what will happen to me. he sms me say he know i will have some place to stay with $$ n worst, just stay at the airport n catch the mornin flight home.......
i dunno if i should just leave for home asap or still should i go his stay place to try hunt him down cos i feel alot of bu gan yuan there if i leave and the reln just end like that making it so easy for him to ask me leave...
what should i do ??