Over work i have slowly developed feeling for my colleague. Knowing that she has a BF for 6 years i chose to love her sliently and showed my support in work by being around and helping her to solve problems that has arises during work.
I guess it also the concern, support and little thing that i done has let her know that i have feeling for her. Cos i do not need to be around during work but i will chose to be around and having excuses like i have lots of paper work to be clear.
When i know that she and her bf is facing problems as her bf does not support her in her work as her bf always complaint and argue that why she is working so hard. Complaint that he used to be her prioity and after she has come out to workforce all this has change. The most important that they are facing is that her mum does not like him.
Day by day, we get closer and everyone in the workplace can get that we are always together.. whereever she is i am always there. Colleague are even teasing both of us.
One fine day she sort of asking me why i am treating her more than a colleague. That when i decided to tell her that i have develop feeling for her and i do know that she has a bf and i do not wish to affect them that why i did not make any further advancement. She told me never say never cos we will never know what will happen in tomorrow.
I ask her but would she mind all the teasing from the colleague. She say she doesnt mind at all. That when we both started to text each other every night, during work we both msn and i started to acc her to work and send her home etc.
Both of us get closer and closer day by day. She told me abt the plan of her breaking up with her bf. i told her that think over it first, it will not be easy to give up like that and her bf will not give up like that. I guess her BF i felt that she has changed and have a talk with her. Since he opened a can of worms she told him what he dislike and she cant feel the sense of security with him. Cos her bf is born in a well to do family. His parent provide him with car, credit cards etc. He is ORD soon in may and till now he has no plans of finding a job. He did question her is it becos of a 3rd parties involve. She told him yes and no. Cos both of us have not started and it becuase of my present that gave her the courage to speak up as she wanted to do that long time ago as she felt that she has been taken granted for long.
Of cos after the breakup we get closer and she would lean on my shoulder during bus ride home or work. We also started to hold hands, small hugs and i do sometime give her kisses on face but not on lips and she mention that yes she enjoyed the feeling of having been pamper again but she does not want to start another R/S right away so no kisses on lips and wanted me to go after her cos it seem so natural and easy for the both of us.
I know that her bf will never give up so easy, which indeed he is fight back very hard. He post comment on fb that he is lost the meaning of living he is very sad and said that it not fair for him as she have never gave him a chance to changed. Naturally she also feel bad. So after sorting out her thoughts after 1 week of the break-up she decided to give him a last chance to changed. Sigh... i was feeling damn sad and down. But i also know that if i dun let her give him a chance to change she will never give up on him as she still have feeling for him. She thanks me for being so understanding.. (I have no choice)
I guess it also the concern, support and little thing that i done has let her know that i have feeling for her. Cos i do not need to be around during work but i will chose to be around and having excuses like i have lots of paper work to be clear.
When i know that she and her bf is facing problems as her bf does not support her in her work as her bf always complaint and argue that why she is working so hard. Complaint that he used to be her prioity and after she has come out to workforce all this has change. The most important that they are facing is that her mum does not like him.
Day by day, we get closer and everyone in the workplace can get that we are always together.. whereever she is i am always there. Colleague are even teasing both of us.
One fine day she sort of asking me why i am treating her more than a colleague. That when i decided to tell her that i have develop feeling for her and i do know that she has a bf and i do not wish to affect them that why i did not make any further advancement. She told me never say never cos we will never know what will happen in tomorrow.
I ask her but would she mind all the teasing from the colleague. She say she doesnt mind at all. That when we both started to text each other every night, during work we both msn and i started to acc her to work and send her home etc.
Both of us get closer and closer day by day. She told me abt the plan of her breaking up with her bf. i told her that think over it first, it will not be easy to give up like that and her bf will not give up like that. I guess her BF i felt that she has changed and have a talk with her. Since he opened a can of worms she told him what he dislike and she cant feel the sense of security with him. Cos her bf is born in a well to do family. His parent provide him with car, credit cards etc. He is ORD soon in may and till now he has no plans of finding a job. He did question her is it becos of a 3rd parties involve. She told him yes and no. Cos both of us have not started and it becuase of my present that gave her the courage to speak up as she wanted to do that long time ago as she felt that she has been taken granted for long.
Of cos after the breakup we get closer and she would lean on my shoulder during bus ride home or work. We also started to hold hands, small hugs and i do sometime give her kisses on face but not on lips and she mention that yes she enjoyed the feeling of having been pamper again but she does not want to start another R/S right away so no kisses on lips and wanted me to go after her cos it seem so natural and easy for the both of us.
I know that her bf will never give up so easy, which indeed he is fight back very hard. He post comment on fb that he is lost the meaning of living he is very sad and said that it not fair for him as she have never gave him a chance to changed. Naturally she also feel bad. So after sorting out her thoughts after 1 week of the break-up she decided to give him a last chance to changed. Sigh... i was feeling damn sad and down. But i also know that if i dun let her give him a chance to change she will never give up on him as she still have feeling for him. She thanks me for being so understanding.. (I have no choice)