As a humble servant, i do not have the honor to have Mayi å°å§ as my DEAR bestie. We seldom chat over @ msn. She would never comfort me in the loneliness of the night nor mention to me that she will have her BEAUTY shower @ the break of the day aka 5am.
Maybe what i know is just the TIp of the iceberg, maybe there is more of the closeness of the SISTERHOOD (with her bestie ofcoz) that was beyond the ears of a stranger (ME). Ohh..... how sad.. so much envy, jealousy that fill my heart.
Ohhhh... she will tell me GND and STFU. She so high handed and vulgar towards me, be please do not be misunderstood her. She was so WARM and SWEEEET and exhibits such a camaraderie. My Apologies, it should be more then just mere "camaraderie" but maybe its deeper than BLOOD ties. Yes... it must be after witnessing how her bestie beaming with happiness and joy when she shared those "moments" with me. I guess the most word seems too shallow for describing their relationship. Her name was mentioned repeatedly just like words of joy, Mayi Mayi... Mayi... just like how those the divine melody of those wedding bells chimes during the matrimony of a couple.
Its beyond comprehension. its too profound. But end of the day, i learn a great Lesson after witness the Limerence.