I have something that pricks me every night. I do not dare to share with anyone....
The nightmare began 3 months ago. I called the chatline and know z. After few exchanges of calls and msn, we met at our void deck. We click very well and went out for meals.
He told me he has been looking for someone like me but I told him there was no way to begin a relationship with him due to the way we know each other.
He did not blame me And we continue to be good friends. One day he came to pick me for a midnight show. Halfway in the journey , he told me he forget to turn off The stove after boiling water. I told him to call home to off it. He called and there was no answer.
We decided to go and turn in off. In the house he became very emotional. He cried and ask me y I cannot accept him? I felt guilty as I didn't know I hurt him that much. Then he started hugging me And told me he has needs And he haven't release for some time.
I told him that I wont have sex. He said no sex, jus hugging. But as we started to have some contact, he was using his body to press against mine!!!! I beg him to stop but he didn't .
After the nightmare, he keep on apologizing. I said I wan to go home and he sent me back. I kept quiet in the car.
When I reach home, the more I think about it, the angrier I felt. I ask myself , was I rape ??!?????!?
The answer is yes
I cry every night.
I told him I will report him. He said we have taken pics and he has posted on his Facebook . Police will not believe it's rape.
What should I do ?
The nightmare began 3 months ago. I called the chatline and know z. After few exchanges of calls and msn, we met at our void deck. We click very well and went out for meals.
He told me he has been looking for someone like me but I told him there was no way to begin a relationship with him due to the way we know each other.
He did not blame me And we continue to be good friends. One day he came to pick me for a midnight show. Halfway in the journey , he told me he forget to turn off The stove after boiling water. I told him to call home to off it. He called and there was no answer.
We decided to go and turn in off. In the house he became very emotional. He cried and ask me y I cannot accept him? I felt guilty as I didn't know I hurt him that much. Then he started hugging me And told me he has needs And he haven't release for some time.
I told him that I wont have sex. He said no sex, jus hugging. But as we started to have some contact, he was using his body to press against mine!!!! I beg him to stop but he didn't .
After the nightmare, he keep on apologizing. I said I wan to go home and he sent me back. I kept quiet in the car.
When I reach home, the more I think about it, the angrier I felt. I ask myself , was I rape ??!?????!?
The answer is yes
I cry every night.
I told him I will report him. He said we have taken pics and he has posted on his Facebook . Police will not believe it's rape.
What should I do ?