Recent content by feliciamay

Hi, i'm so sorry to have caused a conflict between people. its never my intention to create distress. i'm so sorry. sometimes, you never really seem to understand or comprehend fully, but sharing troubles and having strangers as kind souls helping you out, knowing that someone somewhere out...

Both sides of the opinions on the matter have been going on in my own mind all these while as well... and it heartens me that i am not crazy in being caught in this endless loop of questioning and questioning from all different angles but no conclusive definite solution. i have been convinced...

Thank you for the encouragements. the feeling of a vicious cycle never seem to end. whether it's on myself or my relationship with him... I can do everything right but everything can still be wrong. n it has progressed to a feeling of helplessness and destitute... I haven't lost weight yet not...

Thank you for the thoughtful posts and replies. I'm not perfect. I just want to be perfect in his eyes. He believed that if a man stray, it's because the woman did not upkeep herself. and I believed it. I agreed with it. all these years, I have failed to upkeep myself. and he called me a...

thank you for pointing out to me the reality. I've given time to think and I really want us to work, after all the time and heart invested. I realize it is true. I deserve to be loved the way I deserve to be n for who I am. he has made me feel so small over the years, to the point he wouldn't...

i have to the realisation that this is entirely my fault. if i hadn't gotten fat, perhaps things wouldn't have been like this. I need to self-reflect and try my best to lose weight for this relationship to work and for our future to pan out. it wasn't so much the visual looking that...

I understand, I do. but, what am I suppose to do? he has accounts n stuff to befriend ppl, n I don't look like any of the pictures at all. WORLDS APART. he reassured me he loves me deeply and those are just without feeling. I told myself tt it's ok he's stress he deserves his outlet. but I...

I'm sorry for my Mia. things have taken a sour turn n I no longer know what to do... finally, we had our honest talk. he said he loves me so deeply in the heart. but he doesn't find me physically attractive. I found out he likes seeing those pictures not for any emotional connection...

Today, he lashed out at me and called me overweight and obese - and that i've been lazy to let myself get to here. he told me that all his slip ups and mistakes, and lack of intimacy with me is all my fault for who i have become. he said if i never found out his things, i will never bring up...

Thank you for the encouragement... daffycat, what you've said made sense to me and I hope I have seen where I can improve on... such as not stressing him out when he is so stressed out with work. its really hard to keep up my self esteem now that i'm so demoralised and yet i don't want to pile...

A bit awkward but I'm quite lost........ My boyfriend and I have been together for about 7 years, and we have always had a good sex life. We were young, met in uni, and we are planning to get married in a few years time. I always knew that I have a higher sex drive, always wanting more and he...