Recent content by dejection

roger i sent u a message to ur email seems like everyone advice is to move on. maybe i should try. but i cant stop myself from not caring about her or talk to her on msn.

i am just afraid what if she dont? what if the other guy who she might get together with is the better person? i am really worried. i am really just waiting for the time to go and dun knw when will she be with him. her reason for not being with him is me. when will this last?

i also hope that she is mine, i know that my betrayal is totally a shit thing that i have done. i deserved this. i hope heaven match me with her, and make her come back soon.

its been hard.. i could not really let go still.. i do not know what to do..

Thank you all for the comments and advice. I am trying to move on now. Not putting any hopes and really never do anything already. Focusing on my own stuffs and then just get on with life. Thanks all.

I have no choice. I cant simply appear infront of her. I want to do that. But i am scare that she might not like the idea. I wana do every thing to get her back but she says she is not ready to see me. What do i have to do?

I do not want to source for another relationship and that is the fact and I guess it is best for me to be alone now. I am now too trying to concentrate on my own stuffs and also not bothering her anymore. The attention might come or might never come. I am afraid but still this might be one of...

She does not want to see me. I do not know the reasons. She needs her space a lot and just want to do whatever she wants now. So the more I follow the more pissed she'll get and feel that I do not give her any freedom even when we are not together. I said what I had to say to her, about what...

i am willing to change if she comes back, i love ehr too much not to change. i am prepared if she will be gone forever my future vision is with her and i am just really sad that i could not fulfil my future plans with her in my future. i self reflected, i really love her, i really do

A 5 years long r/s. I did no good by leaving her for two girls twice during the r/s but in the end i came back as I knew she was the one I always loved. It has been nearly 1.5 years since this thing happened. Recently, she had enough and exploded. Said we had no communication,common...