Hi, I am sorry but I have to say this. Is that how you should behave as a mother? If you think u had a terrible life, what about others?
My mother got a divorce from my father when I was 10 years old. My father left us in this shit and my mother worked 12 hours a day to bring the 3 of us up. She slept for only a few hours because she needs to prepare us for school,our breakfast,lunch and dinner while she had bread only.she refused to remarry bcos she was worried that our future stepfather might not be good towards us.
We lived in rental room -4 of us staying in a rented room for 10 years before my mum saved enough and managed to get a bto flat.
Yes. If only, we have a man in life, life will be complete but dont forget, you life is complete because you have a son with you. Your Mr right will appear soon if you are patient enough. If he doesnt appear, thats bcos god* is trying to save u from all misery. Be brave and face your life. One day you will look back and say, thanks god, I am alive.